i wonder if i keep drinking like this...
would i eventually end up as an alcoholic? but then again, i enjoy
drinking. everytime im alone in the hotel room, no matter where and
which city im at, my best friend tends to be a bottle of red. i
think im starting to feel the lonliness creeping in on me! being on
the road all the time really takes alot out of me. my mind says i
can do it, but my body and voice says....slow down man! i need to
remind myself constantly .....slow down mean! when will my time be
up? hahah i guess its just one of my mood swing day today. i do
feel alittle depressed and sad. seems like the weather has an
effect on my mood, and i always thought i was a strong person. i
have to be weak in order to become stronger..... i will be stronger
tomorrow, but for today, just let.....